My dearest bubu!
You’re so sweet and cute.
Although there are so many things we have yet to know about one another,
You just need to know one thing.

That is how much I love you, my little beary beary lotso bear!
I am deeply in love with a beautiful angel but she loved me better.
Our days were simply magical, indescribable by any words..
How our love light up the sky at night as birds fly across the sky.
The atmosphere seemingly beaming a honeymoon sanctuary.
One chance he won,
Two attempts she made.
Love as still and as strong as though,
it was never ever wrong,
And to go wrong.

I love you! Goodnight my bubu!

Still waiting for my guardian angel and my protector. God will bring you soon

It happened again. Tonight was by far the Worst, or rather one of the worst. I’ve had too many to count frankly speaking. 

I couldn’t sleep tonight. I even prayed to God to help me sleep and I asked him to let me have a goodnight’s rest. I switched on the CD player and songs that Praised the Lord started to diffuse throughout the room. The peaceful presence of the Holy Spirit put me to sleep. I woke up at around 4.30am. My mother raised her voice and told me not to touch h her hair when i was clearly not doing so. I fell back to sleep and the nightmare occurred. In it, it was a video playing that my sister, mother and I was watching. The video provided a somewhat foreshadowing for the events that were to come. I can’t remember the contents of the video but it was the impression that it left on me. I was frightened.

I was suddenly transported to my mother’s room where my family could hear many distinct noises coming from downstairs. There was a lot of swishing noises and everything seemed to flying around. I stood rooted to the ground and was momentarily stunned. In my nightmare, I proceeded to warn Kenrick who was in the room I normally slept on. I saw my auntie go downstairs to find out what was happening. She never came back up.As I proceeded to tell Kenrick. suddenly a strong presence came over me and my mouth started slurring. I was pushed out of the room and I couldn’t move for a while. I then went to my parents’ room to warn them. My parents started crying and asked what they should do since the devil was in the house. I started praying in Tongues. My mother then yelled at me to shut up, as what she normally does in real life anyway. My father then started fighting with her and telling her that I should pray in the Spirit. 

I then woke up. I couldnt sleep after that . Hence,  I waited for daylight to break. I went downstairs to ask Kenrick for help. He looked at me, annoyed by my presence after I told him the story. I heard the howling of the wind. I then told him I needed to go to Church. He raised his voice at me and said yes yes yes. He then told me it was something i was doing that was causing this. 

First and foremost, 

1) Ive been having night terrors since November 2010.

2) The fact that Im a Christian as what the muscle demon said earlier makes the devil want to attack me more.

From today onwards , I decided not to anyone besides my parents i guess. I mean it seems like instead of praying for me , people decide to label me as an irritant. Perhaps the most hurtful thing he said was that I caused the nightmares to fall upon me. Let me just say that I’ve been a good kid lol. Even then I still had it. So yea. Ill get through this with God.

I just want to be alone today. 

My mom prayed for me and I felt better. i heard the Howling of the wind after she prayed and I know God is watching over me.

Sigh

Don’t be a jealous bubu..

i love you bubububububu

So pissed offfffff lol

My bubu is so cute.
Whenever she tells me about her adventures when she’s a little girl. Her face lights up.

Ah, she just came down to get food.. She was asleep.
Hahahahaha! So cute right. She walks like a penguin when she’s tired. Soo adorable.

Her favourite two phrases are touchy hair and go upstairs?
:D hehehehe.

Oh dear Felicia,
You’re so adorable at times.
When you’re happy,
You make people very happy.
When you’re upset,
The whole world has to be sad with you..

Oh well, all in all I still love my little palapa.
Bubu! Touchy hair! *this just occured*

Hahahaha! Brb, going up with her.

Mirror Mirror who’s the biggest fool of all. The girl in front of you crying cause she gave up trying

“Cause if you Go I Go. This is relationship suicide.”

Perhaps the party that sang this knew that his relationship with his other half or what is strongly feels is his other half knew that his relationship with her was self destructive. The fact that he talks about suicide shows that he has a foreshadowing it will inevitably end up in the passing of one another. Yet he still chooses to stay in it. Hence showing his love for her surpasses that of his own fear of being purged into the lost weathering gates of Hades where his minions encompasses almost every part of those treacherous grounds , threatening to devour you like akin to a predator hunting for its prey. 

However, nowadays it seems we have all become prey and predator. I wish I could name you a Bible verse that encapsulates the meaning behind these words. Somewhere in Proverbs I reckon.

The option still presents itself though, of someone leaving the union of two together. The priceless bond between two where it is not blood that is shed, but two hearts coming together to signify one. Temporary Union at best though, after all everyone dies.

“I reached out to touch your soft dainty hands that perfectly locked into mine. Only to find it was an illusion and somehow I wished I was living in the Utopian World my mind had intricately created. It was mine and it solely belonged to me. A thief can steal my possessions but not my imagination.”

The whispers turn to shoutings.

The shoutings turn to tears. 

The tears turn into laughter and it takes away our fears.

The look in your eyes when you said those words were simply to put, appalling, adorable beyond eyes can illuminate.

It alludes to the fact that you being you will always be you

” the last camp I been to was Primary 3. I can’t take the dirt and the heat. I’m a spoilt brat.” - Bubu

Hehehe.

I love you bubu